Brooks Buford - B.D.D. (Brookie Don't Die) lyrics

I lost it all, my brain, life, my balls for y'all No more phone calls I walk along the long halls The long hauls The alcohol stalls, the show The strip-malls, the hoes, the strippers and spit balls And pit falls I done fell through I went to hell for you Probably end up in Bellevue or jail for you That'll be two for two, headed for I.C.U. but I laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lie I pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't die From the d** and the hoes and the crack in the floors The tears and the flows and the blood in the nose In the land of the body blows anything goes If Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grow Am I high? am I low? guess I really don't know So save me I bang my head again, woke up dead again Off my medicine, ripped my cardigan Made my bed of sin, played my card again, took my slaughterin' Wrote it off and took one more daughter in God don't like me but He loves me And strikes and k**s anyone that shoves me You're best to backtrack Fell the backdraft when I write rough drafts I laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lie I pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't die From the d** and the hoes and the crack in the floors The tears and the flows and the blood in the nose In the land of the body blows anything goes If Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grow Am I high? am I low? guess I really don't know So save me Got a chip on my shoulder the size of Boulder, Colorado, colder Look in the mirror I'm gettin' older El Dorado soldier Off the off ramp, off the wagon and on to braggin' You got a monkey on your back? I got a dragon! I'm in mourning every morning Hanging out with my dumba** should have a Surgeon General Warning Ashes to ashes, dust to dust Born too be wild and born too rust Scream at Yoko, geeked on coco I duck and truck 'cuz that dere b**h loco Implode weekly, geeky freaky Yes block me, mock me but cannot beat me Sing the chorus against or for us Love, adore us or watch the tour bus Over your head, if you missed the boat Well then it's over your head Yeah, it's over your head I laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lie I pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't die From the d** and the hoes and the crack in the floors The tears and the flows and the blood in the nose In the land of the body blows anything goes If Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grow Am I high? am I low? guess I really don't know So save me I laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lie I pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't die From the d** and the hoes and the crack in the floors The tears and the flows and the blood in the nose In the land of the body blows anything goes If Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grow Am I high? am I low? guess I really don't know So save me