Brokencyde - So Hard 2 Take lyrics

I tried so hard to get you out of my mind I tried so hard until it was all over and done My feelings were long gone, no longer hurt in my stomach At first it was love kid than turn it in constant arguments I tried my hardest to stop it, this b**h that started it Taking advantage of my fragile heart it's all ripped apart This thing that burn atraction I should have known from the start Over powered by hazel eyes my mind pasts for minutes Picturing love there wasn't nothing that could block the image My thoughts depended on the actions the ways or love [?] by the concept lust have create enough Embrace their trust may no fuss but dream had to be Day by day I noticed the pain increased rapidly In the dying sense I tried to forget it and let it past But by doing this I forced a relationship that would never last Every path was baricaded all trust was gone Playing stupid as if I never knew what went wrong. I questioned my love for you You're leaving me I know I can't handle this pain Crying for you [?] Why won't you say you're sorry Turn around and come back home I'm just so tired of being alone. I hate her how many times haven't I said it I hate the fact that she hates me and I shall never forget it Never have I ever f**ed with her feelings let her regret it All of these years lost in the tears that my letters presented I still miss her, catch myself slitting my wrists with the gla** I seperated from the gla** picture reflict To get over this one, wondering what I've done to take this Holding my pillow every night wishing that she'll replace it. But f** it it's all over and done feelings are gone And I'm starting to get tired of love kiling my songs So that my arms [?] I love you should I even say or remember the words Never destroyed anything having to do with our past you ruined the last You were hiding the truth in the gla** You stupid a** I'm ignore the sh** that you did We had our times until today I hope you're happy alone I have questioned my love for you You're leaving me I know I can't handle this pain Crying for you to stay Why won't you say you're sorry Turn around and come back home I'm just so tired of being alone