Broken Spindles - This is an Introduction lyrics

Excuse me I'd like to introduce me Explain me The best that I can I make lists Like crossing lines off a list A line marked out Means I am closer to complete I'm quite quiet on rare out nights My mouth tightens up I don't like small words With people who are dressed up I'm always cold My blood strolls through me slow Leaving Limbs to fend for themselves My head hurts Sometimes don't know why it hurts But when it does It's the only time I take a drug I have a brother who's been drunk for twelve years, he's blacked out Too much to clean up My father We don't talk Or when he calls I hang up My other brother's got a baby Who I've seen once I'm not even sure where he lives It's hard for people to get close to me when I'm so distant Excuse me I'd like to introduce me Explain me Explain me Oh, I bought a house And I live with my love She left her city To be with me I'm gone All the time And she is thinking Pretty hard about leaving me