Bright Eyes - Padriac My Prince lyrics

I had a brother once He drowned in a bathtub before he'd ever learned how to talk And I don but my mother does I heard her say it once Padraic my prince, I have all but died From the sheer weight of my shame You cried but no one came And the water filled your tiny lungs Appear, my dear, and cry for me Six years ago today That I laid you in your grave Your sweet young skin was shining then too So tonight to celebrate i will... I will poison myself Another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom That is spinning And I close the door And I rest my head on the tile floor Sickness and sleep turning me cold I'm still not sure Is there some better place I could be heading towards? Where the selfishly sick and self-absorbed... Are welcome I saw the future once I was drunk in a phone booth My eyes were wet and red But I could not tell what was said And through the screams of the traffic Voices carried Saying I'm sorry On a day so gray it's black inside Watching churches on TV In a coma you don You just hope that someone sits with you Babies turn blue when they're ignored Like the sky on summer days Before you turn and walk away It has changed you So tonight to compensate I will... I will poison myself Another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom That is spinning