Briggs - Train Of Thought lyrics

Sometimes I feel I do not know myself Being someone else Infiltrate this pain inside my head My mind has just gone dead I wish I didn't have to feel Emotions are too real Stuck inside this living hell I thought that I was well You don't know how I feel You don't know how I feel I was gonna say something meaningful I was gonna say something wise I was gonna say something that meant something to me But I lost my train of thought Lost my train of thought Lost my train of thought Lost my train of thought Not asleep but never really awake More than I can take Trap myself inside this empty clause Clenched between its jaws Resurrect this throe I put to sleep Secrets I can't keep Why does this sh** always happen to me? I just want to be free A facade of what my life's supposed to be But it just isn't me Owning up to the blame of what's been done I can accept none Plea for self-appointed absolution I don't deserve one