Brigades - The Writing on the Wall lyrics

White is the color of my wildest dreams Like the pills I took for my self-esteem The past is bold, but I'm righting the wrongs As I bang my head to disposable songs I wanna rebuild and hose the bridges that I've burned I need to regild, revise the chapters that I've turned Call off the hunt, Call off the search I saw it poised, I saw it perched Like a subtle dove On the shoulder of another man's worth Clear as the writing on the wall I always knew that this was my fault Voices coming from the hall Telling me to take the fall Clear as the writing on the wall I always knew that this was my fault Standing still, I felt distraught My guts are tied up in a knot The vial I keep my hardships in irritates my skin It's filled to the brim This f**ing place has severed my limbs On testing grounds of sink or swim I wanna rebuild and hose the bridges that I've burned I need to regild and revise the chapters that I've turned Call off the hunt, Call off the search I saw it poised, I saw it perched Like a subtle dove On the shoulder of another man's worth Clear as the writing on the wall I always knew that this was my fault Voices coming from the hall Telling me to take the fall Clear as the writing on the wall I always knew that this was my fault Standing still, I felt distraught My guts are tied up in a knot Our lives unfold into maps of stories untold There's an antidote to help the process as we grow old Our lives unfold into maps of stories untold There's an antidote to help the process as we grow old Clear as the writing on the wall I always knew that this was my fault Voices coming from the hall Telling me to take the fall Clear as the writing on the wall I always knew that this was my fault Standing still, I felt distraught My guts are tied up in a knot