Brendan Kelly and the Wandering Birds - I'd Rather Die Than Live Forever lyrics

I'd rather die Than live forever I'd rather never show my hand And hide in the wild deprivation But this sh** ain't that These aren't the times, this isn't my night These are crimes and reckless homicides Duct tape and ether rags, burning at midnight We're trying to get away from what we started From all the sirens, flames and stinking carnage So then I'm gonna see my lady then I'm gonna go back home And I'd say I'll see you maybe soon but baby, no I won't And I know I don't deserve this so don't f**ing tell me so I stopped listening long ago I ain't the boy you think you know Do you wanna see a picture of what's underneath these pants? Do you wanna hear a dream I pretend I don't have? Do you wanna stay asleep while the kids outside get wild? Or lick the demon smile? Do you want to get some gasoline and huff and burn and laugh? Do you want to burn a flaming pentagram into the gra**? I used to want it now I just want to want it back But this sh** ain't that So then I'm gonna see my lady then I'm gonna go back home And I'd say I'll see you maybe soon but baby, no I won't And I know I don't deserve this so don't f**ing tell me so I stopped listening long ago I ain't the boy you used to know Somebody's comin' Somebody's comin' Somebody's comin' Let's get to runnin' Somebody's comin' I ain't the boy you used to know Somebody's comin' I ain't the boy you used to know Somebody's comin' I ain't the boy you used to know Let's get to runnin'