Brendan Canty - Again and Again lyrics

It began sometime last week The feeling that most everything was changing for the worse All the triggers pulled at once So begins my ugly fall from grace - again I made myself delusional, the noble stab at staying upbeat It was only for a while Tried my best to radiate through hurricanes and double eights The pair split into two Talking points from up on high Watch me walk the ledge, I am comfortable out here by myself You could never reach me here Words distroted in the wind, landing softly there beneath the trees Our trip to California, don't say I didn't try to warn you Put down the cell phone, and try to be with me Did you see me disappear like vapor rolling through the hills And then, the silence of your name I never found the trust I needed from you Everything you did was making me wonder My biggest mistake was taking you back Again and again Couldn't forgive the things that you did I'm glad it worked out for you, but You're only fooling yourself if you think you won't do it Again and again Sad attempts at poetry, sad attempts at happiness The sadness of reality I'm OK, I've been OK, I'll stay OK I took the bullets from the carport, toossed them in my backpack Placed a set of keys inside the grill I left the title to the house inside the piano bench And my lawyer's got the will