Breakdown Of Sanity - The Gift lyrics

I was falling for a long time Almost everything I knew became more f**ing worthless So many promises, so much energy All I want is silence All I want is peace All I want is you No more reason for searching For what I always expected from life (No more reason for searching) New direction, new f**in' rules You caught me on my way to my new life I think it's time to act selfishly You, yeah you caught me on my way to my new life To my new life Memories of a time before distrust and pain Perhaps a dream, perhaps a trap But not this time, it's too different My pulse is slowing, is slowing down My eyes are closed now And I create And I create a picture in my head A picture of the time I draw it with my mind It's colourful and bright It's no longer waiting, from today it's arriving This time I can see the sky The first time I don't look back (What the f**) No more walls, no more lies I can breathe until after the sundown My glowing heart just awakened Perfection within reach My sad memories You make them look like fading dust I am the air I am the ground, nothing can burn me down Nothing can burn me down Nothing I really missed this feeling Now I don't fear myself anymore Open mind, open ways My future turns to light Hope has come to find me My real destination This is the control I was waiting for It makes me unbreakable I remember who I am What I was, what I've become