Breakdown Of Sanity - Worthless (bonus track) lyrics

I was falling for a long time Almost everything I knew became more f**ing worthless So many promises, so much energy All I want is silence, all I want is peace, all I want is you No more reason for searching for what I always expected from life New direction, new f**in' rules You caught me on my way to my new life I think it's time to act selfishly Memories of a time before distrust and pain Perhaps a dream, perhaps a trap But not this time, it's too different My pulse is slowing down, my eyes are closed now And I create a picture in my head, a picture of the time I draw it with my mind, it's colourful and bright It's no longer waiting, from today it's arriving This time I can see the sky, the first time I don't look back No more walls, no more lies, I can breathe until after the sundown My glowing heart, just awakened perfection within reach My sad memories, you make them look like fading dust I am the air, I am the ground, nothing can burn me down I really missed this feeling, now I don't fear myself anymore Open mind, open ways, my future turns to light Hope has come to find me, my real destination This is the control I was waiting for, it makes me unbreakable I remember who I am, what i was, what i've become