Break Away - Chalk It Up lyrics

I spent the best years of my life, Staring down the wrong end of the pipe k**ing time and filling up, With these fake ambitions Face down at the crossroads of my life, Soured by the years filled with bitter spite Another goddamn clich drunken night, Im still young but I feel like I could die Theres got to be a way, To get away from here Struggling day by day, Chalking up another year Can some one tell me what life means, Do the ends ever justifie the means When you know, that they know, that you know, that youre wrong You take all your pity and want to go home But you cannot deny, All the dreams you may someday realize And you sweat, and you spit, and you binge, and you pierce through the skin Just to know that youre alive What keeps me sane as my hopes are crushed and my dreams fade away