Stared long into the sun until the black filled the skies I turned it off I turned it on brought the light back to my eyes I didn't want to be the one with my face against the wall I didn't want to be the one who would stand to lose it all It's like a bad trip with every step A loose grip on every ledge Picking myself up off the ground to fall down again I rise up to take what's left Exhaling every breath Putting it all together to watch it fall apart again Stared long into the screen until the black filled my eyes I turned it off I turned it on brought the moment down to size I never thought I'd be the one to let it come apart like this I never thought I'd be the one so blissful in my ignorance It's like a bad trip with every step A loose grip on every ledge Picking myself up off the ground to fall down again I rise up to take what's left Exhaling every breath Putting it all together to watch it fall apart again Break like the silence with a sound until it comes around Break like the silence with a sound until it comes around A bad trip with every step A loose grip on every ledge Picking myself up off the ground to fall down again I rise up to take what's left Exhaling every breath Pulling it all together to watch it fall apart again Fell face first! Gone from bad to worse!