Brave Combo - Golden Opportunity lyrics

Hello, my life s**s In a thousand ways it's just A disappointing loss of time And energy My need for control Even down to your very soul Has me soing things i wouuldn't do Even if i were me Chorus a: When it gets really bad And i know the way i am Then an avalanche of trouble starts And i'm thankful again Chorus b: What's this good luck happening to me It's just a golden opportunity What's this good luck happening to me It's just a golden opportunity My hot water's deep All the lies i've tried to keep Have me worried constantly It's a sad thing Then the drama lights the fuse And i discover my own ruse Then a guilty voice speaks to me And i'm humbled by the shame Chorus a Chorus b