Brandyn Kaine - Astonish / Trust Issues lyrics

Intro: Carpe Diem, 2014 Verse / Astonish: I never thought I'd be the guy that wasn't good enough Heh, I guess I was wrong cause when it came this broad I was weak, fallen, torn down and roaming these streets Seeking for guidance when really all I needed was leave Oh silly me for even thinking we could be something Cause girl you're hot as an oven but looks can really mean nothing And girl you're cold as the summit, I'm right at its peak I'm 'bout to jump off the ledge cause all I seek is the sea It's really deep, no one reach for the pills and then swallow We onto many forgotto, we leave them all to the gallow How much it really cost to be strapped and in lust? The only problem is lost, the only drama is caused By the fighting and strifing, we on to brighten, enlighten All the stones in my body, I'm ready to become outty I'm on to new sh**, my new grips are outta my posse Hold up bricks and bugattis, I work with 10 to 10 hotties I give a damn about Holly's, I'm popping mollies with Molly's, trick Tearing tracks, I'm done with the social act I'm ready to come intact, I'm on to the grind and rap It's a fact, mind the back, Jack, the front's too packed Leather endeavors or whether I pull the lever to map All the processes, promises, provinces, yeah the squad is thick Riding solo dolo yolo but I still feel the opposite I'm alone on this earth but the world's my metropolis All the people lack common sense, so I reign, he astonishes Hook / Astonish: So I reign, he astonishes So I reign, he astonishes all So I reign, he astonishes So I reign, he astonishes all Verse / Trust Issues: Pacing down the halls like I'm k**ing some time I put my life on the line but nothing ever feels right I take a look in the mirror to see if I can see light But all I see is dark shadows creep up on me at night I'm away from home, I left my girl alone Maybe that's the sole reason that I'm feeling so cold If you were my shoes you'd be feeling my soul If you knew trust issues, god damn you would fold Cause it's hard to trust someone who's shown you you can't And it's hard to give second chances like this again And it's even harder to believe that she ain't doing nothing When I leave, just breathe let it ease Feel the pain, let it leave Cause nothing ain't ever as it seems People put on a front so then you will believe Then you become naive and you buy all the lies So maybe next time put your pride aside What's it like to have trust issues right? Ain't that always the question? People say their true but then they leave you second guessing So cut out the middle man and don't let it happen Put your head down son and just stick with the rapping Cause one day, it'll make you a star But what's the point if people ain't gon' love you for who you are? They'll just love you for what you have Man what's it all worth? If I had a million dollars boy I wouldn't say a word Only God would know Only God would show sympathy, understanding and power doe Never trust any other cause their all gon' crack One way or another no one ever has your back --But that, right? Let's just go get high And pretend we're the best of homies all of our lives Then don't have each other's backs when we get into fights Leave the other one to dry cause we're cowards inside It's funny right cause their supposed to be there to help But sometimes it only seems like their tearing me down With a side of you're a nothing and what you speak is all bologna But for those of you who know me, you know I never felt so lonely I'm lonely, and I guess that's how it stays When you live in a dream, everything is so fake And everyone is so fake, yeah everything that they say Is just a big lie just to make up their name When will it end? When will the sh** reality cease? So I can start living out my fantasy And leave it all behind like they did the streets I'm the same damn kid, I just learned a few things What's it like to have trust issues?