Brandon Jenkins - Finger on the Trigger lyrics

Lord, please forgive me for what I'm about to do But I'm running on empty My options are few You know that I did the best The best that I can But I've done hit rock bottom My time is at hand 'Cause I lost my mind My bills are gettin' bigger Got a cryin' baby 'Bout to lose my mind Hundred dollar habit Ain't got a penny Woman ran off with a friend of mine I can't keep a job I'm too f**ed up DHS about to take my kids Tryin' to get well I keep gettin' sicker Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger You know that I never meant to hurt anyone I'll face the consequences for all the things I've done Lord sometimes I wonder If you're ever there 'Cause my burden is back breakin' It's more than I can bare 'Cause I lost my mind My bills are gettin' bigger Got a cryin' baby 'Bout to lose my mind Hundred dollar habit Ain't got a penny Woman ran off with a friend of mine I can't keep a job I'm too f**ed up DHS about to take my kids Tryin' to get well I keep gettin' sicker Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger Sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger Sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger 'Cause I lost my mind My bills are gettin' bigger Cryin' baby 'Bout to lose my mind Hundred dollar habit Ain't got a penny Woman ran off with a friend of mine I can't keep a job I'm too f**ed up DHS about to take my kids Tryin' to get well I keep gettin' sicker Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger Sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger Sittin' in the parkin' lot My finger on the trigger