Brandon 'Eski' Ortiz - Throw It All Away lyrics

[Verse 1] Got to give myself a break To taste the day and feel awake Got to get my head up off the ground My whole world was torn apart Don't even ask me where to start Maybe I can get things going now [Pre-Chorus] I feel alone inside my self Maybe I should get some help Maybe I should just throw it all away [Chorus] You know I want to dream here He said I should just give up But I'm sick with no type of empathy So don't you leave me now Don't you leave me now [Verse 2] Can't imagine life like this What did I do? What did I miss? Forever wanting to be someone else Feel like I have gone insane Tell me what I have left to gain This depression is eating me alive [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus] [Bridge] Mother, oh mother Why did you leave me? The shadows, the shadows I know you see me Oh father, oh father I know you read me I can't go on not anymore [Chorus]