Brandon 'Eski' Ortiz - Poison Of This Lifestyle lyrics

[Verse 1] What you thinking when you gonna rat about me What you gonna do when they finally set me free What happened to my friends and my little family Think it over again its really not that easy Because I'm watching always listening yeah [Chorus] This lifestyle is poison to me You're feeling restless now and you know why My magic's coming all upon you Your mind is fading off into the night That's the poison of this lifestyle [Verse 2] Tripping on my memories they always haunt me My would-a could-a should-a that eats me so slowly Looking back now there's nothing I regret Except all I've done and everything I've said [Chorus 2] This lifestyle is poison to me You're going crazy now and you know why Because I cast my spell upon you You make the sacrifice to come get high That's my mother f**in' lifestyle [Bridge] Come with me and you'll see my lifestyle is poison You're going to hate me So why don't your hate me You're going to blame me So why don't you blame me Becoming restless now Not really knowing how Convincing your own mind It's time to die it's time to die, Yeah [Chorus 2]