Brandon D. - A Song About A Friend lyrics

Everyday I wake up with the scars glistening (Glistening..) Every night I see the blood stained memories (Memories..) Of all the days I spent up, just listening, (Listening) You wanna tell me how you notice that it's k**ing me,(k**ing me) But you don't take the time to look at all the fine lines And notice the pain, I hint at with a deep sigh, like Alright, I gotta start breathing, calm the f** down Get my head to stop bleeding, I can't believe this sh** Look what you did to me, Cold hands, writing down Words, from my memory, Let's see Can I start to build a f**ing legacy or will my f**ing Family die out from nothing left of me The brain surges, working overtime to write Detested insecurities, and it's hurting me More than you've even seen If you wanna wound a man then take away His family, and just watch the scene Cause I believe, when nothing's left to lose You lose yourself, Letting the pain just continue A feigned state of mental wealth An alternate reality, that covers up the pain As it swells, it's a living hell, one you brought on yourself And you let your anger sway, from the mic on the shelf Yet you can't hold back, cause you're young and wild And all the while, you're just acting like a f**ing child You're being stupid, the white moon sits in the sky Letting pieces fly around it in the pitch black night When the light goes off, everything is black Which explains why we're always more sad than we are glad And I'm a fool, it runs along in my family Love is only danger, in the end it's tragedy Happily dead, cause it takes away the pain The memory of you is only k**ing me in vain I'm going insane, it hurts, but I don't shout I only sit, with my head in my hands now I really wish I could fix all this sh** But I need to fix myself before I can So I can't do it