Brandon Carter - Mentality lyrics

[Verse 1] What I hear and what I see I react unwisely Either I let go or I take in I leave out or I go in Heart's shattered, torn, battered They feed misery to me, like a fixed platter Afflicted damage to the wound after I'm in dark times, that I mourn Have a hollow mind, got my thoughts plastered Agonized me 'till I'm lost, scattered All my happiness is soon to rot Don't you, release your thoughts If I can't handle it, handle me Do you even know my mentality? I never get my words out! I never understand what you say to me Couldn't have taken worse routes, I like vanity There's always a showdown That's gotta go down No one ever slows down 'Till the sand in the hourgla** drains out I can't help but Burst out, release all this anger I'm always getting Cursed out, but my response is a finger I'm aware that I stomp mud I catch when you throw shade I look out for those I love Everybody's always got their hands out But no one's 'bout to get a handout How's this foot when it's put down, huh? [Hook] This is what I hear, what I see Please tell me, what defines peace What's my mentality? Can I, calm down and breathe Lost mind, lost my mind Bad time, in a bad part How I react, that's how it starts I would ease back, but to watch hurts Mentality's, diverse Mentality's, diverse [Verse 2] I repent, I get I'ma regret on this I'm resentful, bent-on Intend to quit I'm off the hinges Prevent my mess, the act as bliss is Fake yeah, it's the state I'm in I grieve on this, I've fiened and it's been A twist and turn, A bumpy ride I've learned that I'm, none of your concern 'Round here, I'm at the edge of the coast If I could rewind the clock, bet all of this goes Turning gears, it is eeriest, here it's just Incapacity, so unbalanced be, automatically Acting callous, feed off of everything Just threw me to the side though I'ma return the favor on a side note I want this stress gone, wanna calm down I want to know where you all now? Feel like I'm 'bout to bust, that's the fallout All mixed-emotions, I'm all out [Hook] This is what I hear, what I see Please tell me, what defines peace What's my mentality? Can I, calm down and breathe Lost mind, lost my mind Bad time, in a bad part How I react, that's how it starts I would ease back, but to watch hurts Mentality's, diverse Mentality's, diverse [Verse 3] They don't like the way I react I don't like the way you kickback Never watch your surroundings Surrounded by distractions Mind is untapped No contact, lost that Lost in impact, no traction Light headed, head backwards I told you, let's start over But you over-looked our differences Then crossed-over I crossed the line, it's all over You know where my minds at, my mindset? Aware that, talkin' to me is nonsense Since back then I've lost track Everything's downhill, it's all happening Too fast, all blur, my thoughts black All inaccurate, livid after what Happened, ain't adapting Timid I am going overboard Please do not push my limits Yeah, I'm emotionally upset It's been a couple days since I actually have slept Ah [Hook] This is what I hear, what I see Please tell me, what defines peace What's my mentality? Can I, calm down and breathe Lost mind, lost my mind Bad time, in a bad part How I react, that's how it starts I would ease back, but to watch hurts Mentality's, diverse Mentality's, diverse