Brandon Batarseh - Ups n downs lyrics

I don't need to brag about the money that I make Entertain with the moments of the woman that I take It's a fate that I face with the stakes that I raise I anticipate when you implicate that I imitate Sophisticating my fans by intimidating the trash Selling out my plans to a man that can't even match So here we go again, gonna ride til the sunrise Gonna live my life until my time set for demise It's so Tough to found your own legacy But through sound It will carry through eternity The day I get rich, trust me you'll know Cuz Im gonna live with the gold earned from my flows I don't give a f** if I'm sick in my d**h bed I'm not a b**h As a kid I was treated like sh** So to tell me I gotta obey him? My life couldn't have been better without his sin Yeah I probably would have went to jail or prison But at least I have the ambition to obtain millions Little b**hes get my tounge twisters twisted So stupid yeah they will never see the message I'm an ignorant man with a son that I can't even see And a dad who instilled hobbies But only could lust and love money The irony and games in life I'm forced to play I keep my head up when I'm trapped in the system Fused to blast like a loose cannon To any confrontation I have no trigger I'm patient but I lack hesitation A never ending sinkhole it's so dark the decent A signal that twinkles no matter what depth or percent With a bankroll potential to that right symbol I invest Reaching the threshold threefold and still in effect I'm Never gonna make it cuz I got no respect? And still I can fake it with the best of the best You can't wish or pray for the steps I attempt So Riddle me this and be little me that Drill straight through these timid a** raps With 800 words fitted to a 4 minute track It could be half I was never good at math Doesn't change the fact I forecast the path A relic to the skeptical Hypothetically I'm incredible Lets not get technical You know I am still practical Yet I been tactical Very condescending But the will to be flexible Perfectible Sensible When I get defensible Not easily Convertible But nothing comparable Or identical A theoretical fanatical chemical Produced for a mechanical medical arsenal To Reduce the stress to live with what I said Hysterical to all the support that I give I don't fear d**h for the life that I live Unbearable to sleep in the bed I made But still I awake blazed for another day Bound to the cage that keeps me at bay Surround with outrage, creeps me in dismay Enraged with this carnage on the fields that I graze Literally speechless With blank faceless expressions My emotions filled With aggression From depression To Freshen this tension From suppression and discretion Sessions of obsessions So one day I can live with succession Truth be told I'm earning my pension Deuces bold to the ones burning contention Let loose my brain knows around and round it goes Up and down and left to the right in barrel rolls In a pack with the mishaps With feral flows I'll growl and grow From the center of my soul Just to give you a show you have never known Da f** you think you don't like my tone? This the dreams for kings to take the thrown They don't perform, that's what court jesters are for If I promoted every weird and unexpected moment I'd be up for enrollment for your total engrossment My thoughts stay immanent Chances of being bought Could be imminent I'm livin it every time I'm spittin it With My own informant To my own embarra**ment From My own installment To my own department With my own endorsement For my own employment Symbacity Records And it's known deployment With audacity lyrics For my own enjoyment This is Reality music It keeps my boat buoyant Fluent with the tongue that I flip for the rift A student to the prudent for the crypt that I lit Plus love for the blood It's a gift when it drips Improvement to this sh** every time my lips slip Constrict these conflicts when I encrypt descriptions Depict predictions when I decrypt inscriptions It's my division that acts on extinction and With distinction we extract the unwritten With my decision I devote commitment To unleashing the lyric of the third regiment It's evident you know I ain't holding back So think what you want if I'm a chatty cat This batty ram chips cash out the stacks And lavender and black is all I have Not a gambling man I just do what I can You best believe I'll carry the fam You're never gonna see the man that I am Let alone grasp the plan that I can Can't glance to catch the rants that I plant Or Understand sand raps that will withstand