Brandon Batarseh - Nightmares lyrics

They say if you take away a man's son He will have nothing to live for It's true And I haven't seen my son For about years, going on two I can't blame anyone else Other than myself for that Maybe if I had my sh** together I'd have him back However I do believe This is crucial for both him and I I plan on doing something soon To help change both our lives He's my best friend I could unblock my ex-wife And ask her if I can see him again And She will most likely block me With no answer Because the truth is She don't want me to be his father I raised that boy From birth to 5 he was always by my side Through both the good and bad times I taught him everything he knows That's my fathers rights You can sit there say I'm the bad guy But we all know Maybe I'm not perfect Yeah sure I've done my share of evil deeds But the last thing I refuse to become is a deadbeat Y'all gonna find out real quick how I'm a force That shouldn't be reckoned with A pack of misfits who love to twist sh** Y'all think you're the worst thing I gotta f**ing deal with? Even if I gotta awake Godzilla Just to stomp on the track Even if I gotta focus my energy To bring the mafia back If I can't see him today It's okay Come first grade Jura**ic Park will show him the way And guess what? I was the same age Tell him I don't care But best be aware of the powers I process Daddy is there No matter where you look If you haven't noticed You should make the right move Let me see my son Or I will continue to haunt you If it makes you feel better Karma got me too My heart fell apart When I couldn't take him To the ninja turtle's debut And it's f**ed up Cuz I can't decide if God hates or tests me Like is it a waste of time In all things that I've been investing in But I think not Just because I see the devil Behind most of my friends and families eyes Anticipating I'd never f**ing make it Just waiting for the day I die A child should know What thy father teaches him A son should never have More than one father figure You can say that I'm not worthy As I'm traversing through all the family pictures Reminiscing back When she pushed her daughter off On mom and dadFor my dick And the touch of these fingers And I'd hate to be an a**hole But I am what I am Ain't nothing changing that trust me I tried But it's very hard for me to accept lies If only one time could you have looked through my eyes You'd realize the constant battle I'm burden to fight You started a war with a star I've come too far Just to let these jealous locals stop me Never did I need a squad Within myself I am an army From private to general In the action Or behind the artillery I've lived many victories By conquering my many miseries I don't know what else to say ‘ Perhaps I should just stay silent Step by step I follow procedure On my way I will be his only teacher Total Recalled From the brainwashed Strong as the a soul leader So proud will I be When I finally meet ya