Brand New Sin - Down Myself lyrics

Surviving on raindrops And the crusts of bread Sleeping on the sidewalk Hoodie hung over my head I've been returning bottles Hit a run of bad road I've got no money to drink with I need serious help Enough of me, how have you been? I have been down myself Freezing and homeless And dreading my deeds Walking pneumonia Holes in my shoes and my jeans I've got this crumpled up newspaper pillow I won't be bouncing back from this bender How did it come to this? Down and out for the rest of my days It's cause I'm disinterested and lazy and high And I ain't never gonna change