Bracket - A Striking Disappearance lyrics

Battled through another suicide Sadness took me for a long ride Hand in hand we walked into the night She saved me on Sunday morning Saw her life flashing before me Now I know where I've been running To someone who is nothing like me She saved me on Sunday morning Cry out to millions, hundreds listen, but I am not one This open book is not what it seems, it's all for fun I lost my mind and I lost my heart, soul's still for sale Spinning in circles, stop on a dime, now watch me fail Born into pain, a child shouldn't know, I've found an answer Put on a new face, on with the show, an ornate disaster When morning comes, it still kicks my a**, sell me a rescue No memories, just old battle scars, remind me of you. Don't forget me Don't regret me For too long I'll be freely Celebrating Until I am gone I've paid the price to entertain The ones who only know my name And my striking disappearance They showed up and left so fast Did I make it into their past? Their loyalty came to an end.