Not in the running But this rain is nothing new to me anyway See my reflection No where near who I should be The spirit is willing But the anchors of my flesh do hold me down With every distraction I lose more of who I should be Chorus: How many times to try before i realize the flaws in my design make me have to ask why Why'd you make me so weak I try but I'm incomplete Is this all there is to me How many chances at redemtion do i think i'll ever get Keep changing my rhythms for a shot at something more Miracles happen So why do i feel like I've been left behind Is it in my nature to look for what i can't find Chorus