Boy Kicks Girl - Pathetic lyrics

Sometimes I lay in bed I wonder where you are, and where you've been, and where you're gonna' go Still see your smiling face Red hair I brush aside to see your eyes; Green as my bedroom walls And then I start to cry Cause' you're not here to soothe the pain; I mix my tears with alcohol Look down upon myself And now I know I really am the most pathetic of them all The times I wish you were mine... Are times I wish I would die... DIE! The times I wake up and cry... Are times I wish you were mine... MINE! Another day goes by Because I slept til' 4pm and spent my night on AOL I've got so much to do. I try to get up off my a**... But end up staring at green walls And then I start to cry Cause' you're not here to soothe the pain; I hide my fears in alcohol I look around myself And now I know I really am the most pathetic f** of all