Borealiz - Smile lyrics

[Verse]: Vodka used to mix well With everything but my decisions, causing collisions With the present and the distance you created And dammit girl, you know that it sickens me I reckon that you don't give a damn about ya friends, its cool I turned into a man in your backyard pool Swimming in a sea of lies, tryna keep from goin' under Allowing the only thing that I drown in to be a ink coated sea of wonder Its been a year since we talked, I guess you're good without me Its been a year since we laughed, I guess you're lost without me I know what betrayal means! Don't you ever cry in front of my face See, I'm the type of man who always feel out of place The one who's never phased because his life just lost its energy And after 15 years everybody is your enemy These are the type of feelings that make you wanna lose it or something No one wants to listen ‘til the school's incinerated or something I bottle the pain until the fizz is runnin' out Where's the key to end it all, time's runnin' out All I need is an ambient tone and a girl to hold me when I'm down Even if I get that comfort, this face stays a frown I'm sorry baby cuz Vodka used to mix well With everything but my decisions, causing collisions With the present and the distance that you created… Its been a year since we talked, I guess you're good without me [Bridge]: So why can't I smile? Why can't I smile? What I'd give to smile once again… It's been a year since we talked, I guess you're good without me...