Boole - Complicated lyrics

Did you know I think of you? And times we had, I know they're through These years that have pa**ed erased my face I drank to hide my fears Never made intentions clear Did you think that you would be replaced? I thought of you in those times You the girl I'd want for life Now the time for that has pa**ed away Looking back across those years I wonder if it'd help to hear I was going to marry you someday How could I say I needed you When I didn't even know what you wanted from me? How could I tell you what it meant When I didn't even know if you'd ever loved me? This resonance we shared Is long gone, and have you cared? I guess our chance was lost to fate If you knew it, if you could Feel it slip as things then stood Did you feel you'd been betrayed? I wasn't much of a man then Didn't know what I'd never mend I a**umed we'd only stray At times you'd look at me I'd hope I'd still see Something making me feel less ashamed How could I say I needed you When I didn't even know what you wanted from me? How could I tell you what it meant When I didn't even know if you'd ever loved me? Now you know I'd think of you But now, I seldom do Those thoughts got in the way I regret these words I had Obsession has nothing to add I will not be living out clichés I think of you less each time When the past still comes to mind Does it seem just all a waste? My answer's very clear You weren't too concerned then, dear I was a fool to give chase How could I say I needed you When I didn't even know what you wanted from me? How could I tell you what it meant When I didn't even know if you'd ever loved me? Why are you still in my thoughts? Complicated, cold, and lovely Can I get beyond regret? You're no longer thinking of me