Bones Brigade - Dxixe lyrics

I'll tear out your heart just to let you watch it bleed I've grown past your seduction, you've got nothing I need You pulled my chains, I writhed in agony While you showed all your friends how you laughed at me the tables have turned, my central organs gone black D I E there's no turning it back I've grown accustomed to being by myself Discipline insanity exile forced out I won't let you in Discipline insanity exile alone in my world I always win When I try to feel I get no response from the friends in my head, just empty taunts Pain on the outside dulls the hurt on the inside if you could see inside me you'd run and hide gla** embedded in flesh from ritual exploration personal de-floweration to orgasmic mutilation I need some f**in' help Discipline Insanity Exile get outta here, run for your life Discipline Insanity am I the martyr to every suicide note am I burdened or am I gifted can't f**in' decide, 'cause when I'm all alone my mind starts to wander A person can only count their fingers and toes so many times before they start to think and dwell on the things that eat away at their brain what if I was dead what if I could escape my head and all the things around me when I look down I'm surprised to see tears of red pouring out of me for these moments I cannot be touched I've released the demons that I let haunt my mind How much longer until the only way I'm satisfied is when I've died