Bomb The Music Industry! - Track 15 lyrics

Staring out into thin air again At all the years I'll spend alone I know it's comin' if not quickly I always end up on my own I gave up smoking, I gave up coffee But I'm still not a bigger man I still get swallowed by the petty I'm still afraid to trust my friends I'm still afraid to talk to strangers I'm still afraid to make a joke I still think I'm stupid and you hate it Still can't be honest with my folks I'm impatient and I'm pushy I'm so stubborn and I know If I try my hardest, I still won't change this But I can hide it if I mope Or I can still walk out the front door I can still get on my bike I can still take home some fresh air When it's cooling down at night Yeah I can run up to the river And throw rocks along the top And if they sink instead of skim the surface The next day I still wake up And take a second just to space out And try to build a better home Take my faults and say okay then And call up everyone I know Before I'm spending time alone