Bobby Ruckuss - Alter Ego lyrics

The everyday struggles started getting tough for me Apprehension rising up in me I found myself suddenly smothered by the tension levels that I suffered g The heavy energy that covered me, it was a dissapointing new discovery Not knowing what my future was to be started wishing that there was another me Then abruptly I saw a puff of heat Somebody started walking up to me I cut my knee then I my smacked myself just to see if I still was asleep I said are you the grim reaper first he chuckled then he said no luckily He told me that he was my alter ego when I listened as he brought me up to speed So aggravated and disgusted he Started sayin that he's had enough of me Said, don't you wish that you was totally s**a free, I said yes I'd love to be He said good, now that both of us agree Then of you I'm taking over custody You must believe and trust indeed I won't deceive, but I questioned him reluctantly Then he got upset and started cussing me He said you know how theses mothaf**ers be They try to knock you off You don't have the luxury of actin cool and uppity I told em drama ain't my cup of tea He said normally I deduct a fee But I'm in here trying to hook you up for free And destruct your opposition publicly Okay here we go, the power building up in me slow I'm bout to take the whole world over K-Rino with my alter ego They thought that they had gotten rid of me so it's time to show Em how real it is When I step out into the villages I'm a show em what a real k**er is I said okay, you can finish g He started telling what the premise be I was shocked at how much he resembled me, then he went and pour a cup of Hennessey And even though we thought differently, cause of his many sinister tendencies His ideologies would interest me eventually developing the chemistry I sat listenin attentively, is all about about self dependency, said he can do the work of ten of me, bringing world dominance potentially, he said you got the right energy, you just execute it too timidly, but with me we can instantly blow em all out of the vicinity The time is up for being friendly Gotta let em see a new identity And pimp slap every fake a** devil worshiper that's in the industry And then if they got a problem with it, bomb on em make them pay a penalty, k** em lyrically religiously, academically if need be physically, the next generation's simply is getting ma**acred and raped mentally, consistently even grown Men and women be mimicking his imagery, I said hell yeah let's get it in homicide is the remedy, now I'm finna be 23 times worse, everybody is a enemy I ventured out into society, steppin loud not quietly, defiantly walking through the streets with a k**er entity inside of me, had taking over me entirely, and I knew that there was no denying me, I chopped the head off the first rapper that was dumb enough to cut his eye at me Instead of sadness and crying, we found it funnier than Richard Prior be, [?] My alter ego is watching me as I cut his body down like I tree He said that it was done justifiably, I smiled and said, yeah I agree The k**er urging me to fry emcees grew violently and maniacally And every night I read silently Cause if I would speak loud I would bleed Now any where I'm at a riot be At first I was too shy to see I do it just to stop my anxiety Never for the note of rioting And when I'm done what a liar he never functions again viably And even though I murder tribally Still I maintain high piety?, he said, I think you get it now, I'm a about to leave, then he said bye to me He said I know you hated this experience, then we laughed at the irony, ha