Bobby Raps - Purgatory lyrics

[Intro] Life beyond the world Escape past the stars To reclaim what was there N' It's dedicated It's dedicated [Hook] Now I'm snatching pills out of his hand Now I can never talk to him again But, I can still see that body on the bed Only thing I can do now is keep it in my head [Verse 1] Is there Heaven for an addict? Or is it just the feeling that they chase but, could never capture I see the devil hidden in these capsules They be hiding in plain sight and suffering but, acting natural Heading down the path of self-destruction But, I could not follow Now I'm shadow boxing with my conscious While my soul gets swallowed Had a hard time letting go But, I can't worry bout the things I can't control [Verse 2] (shouting) No! Led this life, it wasn't noble Only hope is to stay hopeful Destined for more than this existence Put him on my neck, I won't forget him It was over in an instant What could I have done different? Granny pa**ed a week before he died Family thought I couldn't even cry After funeral can't even lie Sobbing, tears, asking reasons why? Never see his face again The darkest demons find the purest souls to place to rest Catholic service left my nerves distorted Already gone but, I can't help but worry Is he leaving in eternal glory? Or forever floating stuck in purgatory? [Hook] Now I'm snatching pills out of his hand Now I can never talk to him again But, I can still see that body on the bed Only thing I can do now is keep it in my head