Blur (Rapper) - Cosmos lyrics

No time no date Lookin for my place in the cosmos Always take the wrong road Soul so distant So persisastent Feel so far away I dont know whats missin f** up out my business Lookin for forigevness The sh** i had to witness Scarred in my brain Thoughts k**in me Little more every day Another war Another way Have it all torn away Ripped from my grip So i trip and i drink Body deformed From the d** we would mix Used to play with sticks Now we just sell them Man i used hate d** But now i just hate love Can't believe a word Its like everything is made up Know i used to play up But i ain't the same now Ima let you know You dont wanna take the same route Equippin my armour To guard me from karma Die for the game b**h i am a martyr We goin farther Then i know you ever will You try so hard but I know that we better steel Wonder how berettas feel Met my match I met my will Never thought my biggest enemy Be the pain i feel Your predictions ain't viable Drugs fillin the vial This world is vile It makes me feel sick To know i am trapped By the thoughts that i think I cannot depart It stick with you forever Denying i think of her Sacraficin my life Just hand it to lucifer Do what you will Ill take the torture Discard me to hell Let me lay in the scorch Sometimes i wonder What will be my last thoughts Will i regret all these battles i fought And living distraught The f** what was it for All of these stresses Brought on by depression Man i hate this life Cannot believe that i cheat d**h nice