Blue Rodeo - Holding On lyrics

I wouldn't mind if you told me I was wasting time It's hard for me here trying to say these things with you so near I'm already undone, already undone Now is the time I should leave these useless things behind But fool that I am, I try to stay inside of your latest plan I'm already undone This time I promised myself that I wouldn't sink so far But here I am, I'm wrapped around you in the glow of this empty bar I wish I could hold my tongue and finally say goodnight. Am I holding on too tight? Hours ago I could pride myself on some control But plans that I've made disappear with every drink that's laid I'm already undone, already undone Yeah, there's a way but I can't even keep one single word I say And I've been wrapped around your finger from the very first day I wish my legs would work and I could run out in the night Am I holding on too tight? I wouldn't mind if you put me out of my hurt some time I'm waving the flag, chasing beauty shouldn't be such a drag I'm already undone, already undone Now I am lost and I can't even feel my head While you and all your friends are laughing about something you wish you'd said Am I holding on too tight? I wish I could just reach up and turn out every light. Yes I know I'm holding on too tight.