Blue Rodeo - Til I Am Myself Again lyrics

I want to know where my confidence went One day it all disappeared And I'm lying in a hotel room miles away Voices next door in my ear Daytime's a drag Nighttime worse Hope that I can get home soon But the half-finished bottles of inspiration Lie like ghosts in my room I want to go I know I can't stay But I don't want to run Feeling this way Til I am myself Til I am myself Til I am myself again There's a seat on the corner I keep every night Wait til the evening begins I feel like a stranger from another world But at least I'm living again There are nights full of anger Words that are thrown Tempers that are shattered and thin And the moments of magic Are just too short They're over before they begin I know it's time One big step I can't go I'm not ready yet Til I am myself Til I am myself Til I am myself again I had a dream that my house was on fire People laughed while it burned I tried to run but my legs were numb I had to wait til the feeling returned I don't need a doctor to figure it out I know what's pa**ing me by When I look in the mirror Sometimes I see traces of some other guy I want to go I know I can't stay But I don't want to run Feeling this way Til I am myself Til I am myself Til I am myself again