Bludgeon - Consumed lyrics

My blood boils, clenching my fists with rage Revealing my hostility Should I embrace this hate Clouding my thoughts with anger As my impatience grows Uncertain of the outcome No sense of self-control Cold eyes stare, hollow and empty Trying to erase the past, replace the envy Antagonistic peace of sh**, so full of bitterness Integrity is what you lack Disgraceful, your pleasantry A shallow senseless ploy You try to see if I'll fight back Impulsive, relentless and full of mal intent Sheltered and anchored within you Complex, with animosity I don't know what the f** you want from me Is this just part of an excuse Clouding my thoughts with anger Clenching my fists with rage Uncertain of the outcome The loss of self-control, control