Blu - Church, West Texas lyrics

[Intro] And my God You say you're listening but we all Handle it different And I admit that I'm flawed So when I don't see you I think nothing at all [Verse 1] M.I All I want is for you to be real For you to be what they told me you'd be When I couldn't deal With things that I shouldn't feel And thoughts that I shouldn't think But im singing about it still I got singles that shouldn't sink But they do Through & through I'm a sinner & this is proof Realistic with this, im questioning His existence cause who Knows if he's even listening Nobody knows the truth But they holding on to a remnant, exposing it to the youth & im hoping that what im doing with vocals up in this booth Is supposed to be why he put my here, why I open up to All of you / im a**uming that all of yall feel it too That you won't believe it but people got hope that all of its true & I do too / am I a fool? I know im the last one you should be listening to Ive said it im hypocritical with it / with different views Conflicted cause they k**ing each other over religion im confused [Hook] & my god I know you say you listening but we all Handle it different & I admit that im flawed So when I don't see you.. I think nothing at all & when I don't hear you I think its typical Father forgive me for what im saying, im playing I ain't been the same since pain So don't be listening to me when I say [This ain't (x4) Faith] x2 [Verse 2] – Blu Church First off, n***as wipe ya shirk off Dust the dirt up off of ya shoulders, brush ya shirt off Cleanliness is next to godliness I could try to pretend like im the godliest But tell me, what would my goddess think? I don seen the clink, seen n***as with no religion Search for god just because of them situations they been in When your backs against the wall, who you call? I look at my 2 fist clenched, ready to brawl I ain't never had to crawl, I ain't never finna fall You can bring all of your squads & squad cars to box with the laws But when gravity fails you, & hell is saying ‘hello' And the halo lost the angel that rocked it, how does your day go I just think about the mothers in church that put in work So we can find some peace without finding it under dirt I told my mama it's a time bomb beating under my shirt I be ready to burst but god knows I squirt first So I murked out / Instead of murkin a ignorant verse I pulled a verse out the good book when I wasn't at church I said f** ho's, f** whips, f** gold & all that Now I see that god is everything, I want it all back [Bridge] I want it all, want it all (x2) Aay, we sinning over here but God is everything I give him the benefit of the doubt But my god Hook [Breakdown] Dawni Mccray This ain't, no this ain't The same ol faith (x2)