Blindead - My New Playground Became lyrics

My life begins again I wish it would never end Mommy, I'm here for you Father, I'm next to you You fear me more and more Pity and cruelty Sunk in dark misery God, how the stars did fall? You never speak my name The eyes oddly innocent I'm bleeding out my tears Locked in my sanity Unable to stand against Pointless violence Counting and setting things in order To be constant is my true form Incapacity towards this stale, rotten world Drives me to create a new entity I dream of coming back to the matrix, to hide To cuddle To dream and fall in love with The warmth and paralyzing unconcern