Bleu Edmondson - Not Afraid To Be Alone lyrics

I swear that I been cursed By some pa**in' gypsy clan I toss away the purest hearts When I hold 'em in my hand I tell myself I'm better off now Then I get to goin' crazy I'm not afraid to be alone I'm scared to d**h of being lonely So, I'm speeding down the highway Headed for her place again She says I gotta grow up If I'm gonna be her man I say, "Baby, I'm thirsty And I just need you to hold me" I ain't afraid to be alone I'm scared to d**h of being lonely Well, I feel like I'm at war A normal life my enemy I always swear I'll give my all But I never give the best of me A selfish foolish game I make love a silly gamble And then I hit it big Oh, it's all too much to handle But don't she know I'm a fool And I'll always leave her cryin' And when she wakes up alone Brother, she's a fool forever tryin' I ain't afraid to be alone I'm scared to d**h of being lonely