Blessing a Curse - Cocoon lyrics

Hold on a minute now what did you say I know I've been distant, I work everyday But under the surface I know that's a lie When I made excuses I could've made time I was f**ed up, f**ed up every night Cause I was fed up, fed up with my life Wait up, wait up tell me why he didn't make it, make it through the night Now and then I think about the way you treated me Never happy or satisfied with anything It was easy to think that you never wanted me around Then again I think about the way I treated you Never listened to anything you ever said I would scream and shout just to drown you out but now I see that Bad habits never really die And only the good go too soon I wanted to reach you I swear that I tried But I couldn't break my, couldn't break my cocoon Break my cocoon, break my cocoon Only the good go too soon When I was a child I thought you didn't care Cause when I came home you would never be there I climbed in the attic and that's where I saw The box where you kept CD's of all my songs Oh my god it makes sense now You never knew how to say you were proud Cause no one took the time to show you how And all I ever did was push you out Bad habits never really die And only the good go too soon I wanted to reach you I swear that I tried But I couldn't break my, couldn't break my cocoon Break my cocoon, break my cocoon Only the good go too soon And you said the sickness had already spread And I could not tell anyone You might not have much time left So what do I tell mom? How do I keep it inside That I knew this the whole time The weight of this is crushing me The doctor said you felt no pain And I was too late Bad habits never really die And only the good go too soon (Only the good go too soon) I wanted to reach you I swear that I tried But I couldn't break my, couldn't break my cocoon Break my cocoon, break my cocoon Only the good go too soon Only the good go too soon