Blakfish - Make Your Bed And Lie In It lyrics

I didnt have to but i wanted to go self discipline's a simple thing so im told But I have got a problem I think that I don't want one In my head but never said I'd love to f**ing rob one God f**ing knows what trouble I'm in Let myself down before I even begin My brain hates my body and my body hates my brain Body hates my mind and my mind feels the same In this fine year of our lord Where's my faith Well I'm losing everything And I don't give a sh** for f**'s sake I cannot see a better opportunity For you to leave And if it wasn't for me you wouldn't be so lonely I don't say it No I don't say it Im the first in my mind every f**ing time the selfish man i know i am And it fills me up with rage There's a war in my head Where the f** will it end? Where's my lord now? Where's my lord now? Where is sanctuary? Where is peace? Where's my freedom And where's my release? Where's forgiveness And where the f** is love? Where's my happiness? Is it in God? No Is it in God? Is it? No Is it in God? No, no, no