Black Kites - Doubt lyrics

I admit it I'm a victim to myself My own worst enemy I fear all your judgement Even if its in my head Self doubt keeps pulling And I am losing I can't talk to all you I'm afraid of what you'll say Paranoia keeps me quiet But I've got a lot to say I make a mountain out of the mole hill in my mind So here I stand before you A humbled man I know Nothing is as bad as I make it seem