Black Birdie - rainy day lyrics
[Intro] Rain, rain go away Come again another day The little blackbird wants to play Rain, rain go away [Verse 1] Locked up in a room; Trapped inside of my mind The monster's here, I wanna leave, need to run and hide I've been like this ever since the beginning of time But I can't escape the in because it's raining outside I'll crawl and cry all over the floor Just to get to the corridor Attempt to pry open the door Escape from truth's what I want more A monster under my bed, ‘fraid to look in its reflection Just mirror image of my worst self worthy of rejection The chaos ‘round me grows with each and every passing day As we’re forced to stay indoors ‘til global storm is kept at bay I want to take a step out, see the bu*terflies and bees But the monster's chained me to the wall so I can never leave [Refrain] Rain, rain go away Come again another day The little blackbird wants to play Rain, rain go away [Verse 2] Can't differ good from the evil Can't differ day from the night Can't tell who's real and who's fake I can't tell what's wrong and what's right Can't wait for my emancipation from my life's one devastation Stuck inside a broken home where break does not mean a vacation All of me's a mystery My mind and heart lack synergy Show my poker face Write all my thoughts in my dear diary I crave a quick relief From all this endless pain and strife I'll stay locked up, I'll show you all By not taking my life I’ll prove to you I’m powerful, don’t need a doctor, fu*k a check-up Always reminded of my dark past, wonder when these dark clouds gonna let up My body’s still intact but my soul has been dead for centuries Am I your friend or just another heartless, shallow entity? [Refrain] Rain, rain go away Come again another day The little blackbird wants to play Rain, rain go away [Verse 3] I fill my brain with lies, put awful thoughts in my head Keep wishing that eventually one day I'll be fu*king dead You'd be better off without me in your life and that's a fact The stone-cold fact is I'm a burden and I'll have to live with that Take a look at what I've become: a monster on the run The damage is already done from taking many hits for years; this sh*t's not fun L-L-Lost my relationships, gradual declines in my sanity From being trapped in America's fakest picture-perfect family “Smile, pose, smile, pose” picture-perfect, no one knows Strong bonds and family ties, more like cover-ups and family lies It’s pointless to wish for change, it’s pointless to run away It’s pointless to keep wishing for a hero to save the day Rain, rain go away ‘cuz I wanna live another day And stay like that forever more because it’s these ones I live for But no one will take someone overcrowded with so much pain Am I overthinking or just fu*king insane My heart's a black hole No amount of love you show Could ever fill the endless void inside my soul Like you would know So just forget it, just forget me, leave me be And if you don't, I'll count to three Seconds for you to leave To be alone, to be at peace (1, 2, 3) [Outro] Rain, rain go away Come again another day The little blackbird wants to play Pain, pain go away