Blac Youngsta - Intro lyrics

(Yung Lan on the track!) How you doing ladies and gentlemen? I go by the name of Blac Yougsta I rep them three letters C-M-G And I name this project Illuminati Because I felt like I sacrificed a lot of sh** to get here I had to sacrifice a lot of friendships A lot of family members The lifestyle, the streets, the b**hes, the drug dealing The shootouts, g**ning and sh** you know I had to stop that sh** you know And you know this is the toughest thing to sacrifice Motherf**ers you been with all your life you know And if you ever had to sacrifice something (Welcome to Illuminati) Thank God Tried to take my stripes, almost lost my life Watch my lil brothers struggle, fighting for his life These n***as k**ed my brother he was dead wrong Got the phone call I was heading home Tried to rob him thought he had some money on him but my brother only had a cell phone Runna B know I miss you brother know I never ever wanna forget you brother Know I'm with you brother bought some shoes for you fore you died and I know they fit you brother Lord knows I hate that bullet hit you brother Lord know I hate that n***a k**ed you brother And you see the pain I be going through I be shedding tears in that foreign coupe They just see me acting out in public But they never know what I'm going through They don't really know how I'm stressed out They don't wanna know what I wanna go and do I just wanna hang out the sunroof I just wanna let go a gun or two I already k**ed your k**er baby brother I just wanna k** your k**ers son too I swear to god Swear to god I ain't gone let no lil n***a play me Swear to god I'ma buy mama that new Mercedes Swear to god I ain't gon' pay attention to no haters I swear to god, I cross my heart My fingers ain't crossed (no no no) No That's on my life, that's on my life baby If you stay loyal, I'll make you wife baby Seen a lot of things, Codeine fiends Lost a lot of friends, I miss my dawgs All these friends I done lost, all these cars, all these houses All these j**els I done bought, but it still feel like I lost Even though I live like a boss, I don't really feel like a boss Talk to my n***as every night man I wish they was here just to talk I just wanna have a conversation with them I just wanna tell 'em I done made it n***a I just wanna tell 'em how these n***as hating I just wanna tell 'em how they babies living Oh, you gotta man up out here n***a Run your bands up out here n***a Is you on your knees, is you s**ing dick is standing up out here n***a If you ain't gangsta better get the f** from out here n***a Is your big Glock 27 30 round clip tucked out here n***a I swear to god (Gang Gang) f** with me I'ma let them k**ers come through n***a f** them b**hes I'ma let my lil n***as run through them b**hes I done seen so many real n***as die Seen so many real n***as cry Seen a lot of fake real n***as switch sides Oh, Lord can you forgive me, oh Lord I know you hear me I know I did a lot of bad things I had to take care of my children I know you understand Lord, what it take to be a man Lord I was gone get kicked out if I didn't pay my landlord Don't leave me now, girl Is you gone stay down, and hold me down girl? If I go to jail right now, would you bail me out girl? If I go to hell right now, would meet me out there? I swear to god, I talk to God every night I miss my dawg, I pour my hear every night I could've never made it off that flight When I got shot I could've never fight, I could've died I could've told my brother I love him before he died I could've told my big cousin not to slide Without that I don't know what the f** I was thinking You know what I'm saying, I just wish I would've told Craig Like it ain't even worth it f** that sh** homie Rest in pea- Rest in peace Runna B I love you to d**h I swear to god