BJ The Chicago Kid - Thoughts lyrics

[Intro] Smoke a mild while I'm high to set the mood right Get it ? Im too nice without out a miller lite And my buds wiser it'll get you higher Cop a pack of easy widers & a red lighter I'm smoking now getting high above the clouds By myslef I don't make a sound yet I'm smoking loud Hears what I'm talking bout (Inhales Weed) Breath it in, cough it out [Verse 1] It's Friday morning ... the rain is pouring I'm snoring because I'm sleeping this is my vision recorded And everything is distorted .. it's getting crazy n***as k**ing each other cuz the world is disarraying I'm .. walking round thinking how all this happened Tryna speak to people but all I hear is myself rapping Yes this a dream but still I'm rapping in my thoughts What your hearing is my mind being recorded I see a man he says hi .. I look up then walk by And it starts to rain cuz the clouds are my eyes Yes I'm crying inside & my eyes are high I turn around realizing its my father floating to the sky I look up said & why's whats happening God/gawd Hear my father respond this gotta happen' for you to rap hard I wake up, that dream was crazy as hell So I rolled me up two L's & they burned like Hell Woah .. It's getting hot & The room's spinning Either I'm thinking twisted or this high is bad as I Or my intentions .. is what I should've said But let's get back to the story for I forget So I'm in the crib all alone & I'm writing to find my zone I'm shooting shots at the basket but bricks are building my home So do I keep shooting bricks because it's building my home Or should I make em cuz I know it's gonna pay in the long run [Hook] I know I'm not perfect But I'll still make a decision that make my life still worth it, yea-ea-eahhh And sometimes it may hurt But I know what you see ain't what it's gon' be, cause I know my worth, yeeeaaahhhh... [Verse 2] Now I'm in the kitchen .. still spittin' Bout to cook up some beats then have a recipe written Encrypted .. only I can get it So you better mind your business tryna find this cryptic I think I'm, I think I'm, I think I think I'm too high Or my brains fried cuz bacons on my mind Fame is the wave & I'm trying to tide And I'm hungry for bread & bu*ter but won't swallow my pride Why ? I don't know but I'm full now I'm bout to lay down And let my brain rest so all of my thoughts don't drain out My popularity is like slow leak in some water I won't explain that bar cuz if you get it then it's harder Sometimes I feel like I'm the best .. but that ain't true Sometimes I feel like I can't rap unless I'm crazy smacked Now I've come the conclusion that When I get writers block If I take a puff my mind opens up Real rap I'm trying realize If what I'm sayings intelligent or too crazy to make sense/cents Aww man I used that reference before But my brain is like a muscle when I'm high working until it sores/soars Damn I forgot the topic It's friday, I'm high & breakfast was pretty poppin' Now I look for the time & it's 5 in the afternoon So I rush to spray the whole crib cuz my mother is coming home soon [Hook] [Verse 3] Ok it's time to get focused .. here's a better picture I go to the bathroom to get the Fabreeze & spray And when I gave it a shake, I realized it was empty But when I checked it this morning I could've sworn there was plenty Damn, why did I choose to smoke in my crib today I guess I figured that getting high would float all my problems away But instead it's just lingering in room I can't lie I kinda feel like BIG, (Why?) cuz I'm ready to die Now the whole room is shaking My body starts to get hot & my stomach is aching What do I do in this situation my mother is prolly round the corner And my room smells like weed plus the smoke makes is look like a sauna (Aw man) I'm light headed & feeling faint My heart is pounding & that's when I grab my switch blade I aim for my chest hoping I end up in heaven That's ehrn I get the message that said, (I'll be home around 7) I Drop the knife then opened my door That's when I open my eyes & realized that me getting caught was a lie My window is open, all the smoke is gone And I'm sweating like played a whole game of basketball I can't believe that situation was dream But I guess without that crazy dream I wouldn't of had this rhyme scheme So some say that I think hot, I say that I brew So lets put movie on youtube & see If I get a Pay-per-view/Paper View [Hook] I'm good, I'm good, I'm good [6x]