Bizzy Crook - If It Isn't You lyrics

(Verse 1) Tell my mama I lost my mind To a woman in a designer line Girl I've been hanging with sh** We should go out again I can't tonight 'cause I got counseling Wonder if I should skip If I'm the problem what I'm gon' miss (sh**) Gave an addict a dollar bill Knowing he would go buy pills and I just realize how he feel I try to sleep because of all the hurt But when I wake up, you're the one I think of first And lately I don't feel the same and these pain k**ers haven't k**ed the pain (Hook) I thought before I lost my mind I would find you every time But where were you? When I needed you? And I thought that you would be the one Fighting when it's said and done But I'm missing you, if it isn't you If it isn't you, if it isn't you If there isn't something like you, something like you (x2) (Verse 2) When I was in that psych ward, you never came to visit And you the f**ing reason I was in it I should be looking somewhere else But it's hard to explain the marks on my wrist to someone else Plus at a time you accepted me for my crazy I outta let you know that I've been thinking 'bout you lately I'm like a kid in a coma that never woke I know it hurts but you promised you would never let me go And when you pulled the plug, I turned to alcohol and d** God dammit, I need a hug My doctor said I'll be okay I hope I find another you some day (Hook) I thought before I lost my mind I would find you every time But where were you? When I needed you? And I thought that you would be the one Fighting when it's said and done But I'm missing you, if it isn't you If it isn't you, if it isn't you If there isn't something like you, something like you (x2) (Verse 3) Now alright, I know we probably got lost in this love We used to argue too much and wasn't f**ing enough And I know, I had to take the time to change myself You used to cause me pain, still I blame myself See the blades on the kitchen sink, what do you think? I said I'm talking to God and now I talk to a shrink Thirty days unseen, now my system's clean No more scary nightmares for the girl of my dreams I never thought we'd be apart and though we came so close My biggest fear was losing you and now I lost that vote Now I would like to make a toast No more hearts getting broke And girl, I kinda miss it all and that's what scares me the most (Hook) I thought before I lost my mind I would find you every time But where were you? When I needed you? And I thought that you would be the one Fighting when it's said and done But I'm missing you, if it isn't you If it isn't you, if it isn't you If there isn't something like you, something like you (x2) Woah-oh-oh