Bizzy Bone - I Understand lyrics

sh**- heh, friends- heh A friends come and go I done learned that sh** Either through d**h or money issues Or you know what I mean just time and space Family sometimes you the biggest enemies man Heh sh** Those that love me if you leave me I understand, made some bad decisions in my life I understand, raise my right hand up to God Right where I stand I'm a go get strong, return a better man You better believe it you see me How we creeped up out of Cleveland get your money baby If not I'm gonna break even I won't let you play me Your game ain't even season It's that thuggish ruggish Bone I hope you know Little be the reason see you creepin baby But what are you really seekin Are you weak, don't believe in me, believe in Jesus I'm a freak, but baby that's for life And all the weak I'm goin deep, and I can roll deeper than you Half breed rock the mics to survive And I might not make it out alive I'm spittin to save my life Tryin a make it right welcome to the world that we live And all that I did was crawl up out the stuff for my kids So rest in peace to Little Eazy But your paper work was sleazy and the black widow was horny Baby was gettin greedy my boys is 'posed to be watching my back Load up the guns and let's attack But ain't nobody tryin to feel me with stack For my baby's Those that love me if you leave me I understand, made some bad decisions in my life I understand, raise my right hand up to God Right where I stand I'm a go get strong, return a better man Those that love me if you leave me I understand, made some bad decisions in my life I understand, raise my right hand up to God Right where I stand I've returned, I've returned Better bring my money baby nobody is gonna stop me I'll fill 'em up with that hot sh** Bullets all in your body better watch me wicked posse Yeah, automatic shotguns half of these rappers talkin Ain't none of 'em ever popped one Little kid from South View who would've thought that I'd make it And the people ain't behind me my family's kinda freakish That thuggish ruggish, n***a from Columbus And this is the way we play spread your rumors I just love it do it all day everyday Ride to the rythme of the nickel put the pen in the pack now And I know you fear me, I done been there Done that, run that, fun that covered around And let me k** 'em with the venom we k**in 'em with the sound Every city, every little bitty town Everybody want to break me down Nobody gonna take me down East 99 has been abandoned Cleveland they show me love, they still wonderin how I made it up outta the famine better believe it baby, baby Should a listened to my people, still runnin from demons and evil War Those that love me if you leave me I understand, made some bad decisions in my life I understand, raise my right hand up to God Right where I stand I'm a go get strong, return a better man Those that love me if you leave me I understand, made some bad decisions in my life I understand, raise my right hand up to God Right where I stand I've returned, I've returned I'm sick of the drama, sick of havin beef with my momma And beef with my sisters my brother got murdered Over marijuana bless the bewilders Strugglin, hustlin all of my life, watching my back They already tried to murder me twice I smoke the herb that I like, I never done coke in my life We buy but I lie if I did it I'd tell entertainment tonight Ain't no slackin in my rack it ain't no shame in the game It ain't no slippin and the pimpin ain't no crack on the brain You gotta be jealous of me and my fellas Ain't that what they tell us sell us anything We helpless give me a little bit faq and help us We strugglin, jugglin, thugglin, hustlin, thuggin up in the club No one to talk to, you step on his shoes You really f**ed up, poppa you was a roller But his pockets are all swollen, you met the dope man And now we on the block ask who told 'em Sell 'em some soap man that's for all the times you played me Old man this is your son with a blunt and a gun Check out my slow jam Those that love me if you leave me I understand, made some bad decisions in my life I understand, raise my right hand up to God Right where I stand I'm a go get strong, return a better man Those that love me if you leave me I understand, made some bad decisions in my life I understand, raise my right hand up to God Right where I stand I've returned, I've returned