Bivienni - The Loop lyrics

[Verse: Bivienni] Yesterday, had the f**in' world in my hands Now my palms are frozen, you had fell in love another man The others ain't enough. My thoughts are looped with what I cannot f**in' stand Startin' to pant, I see you dance. God, you're fabulous The irony of being filled with emptiness Just echos so erratically my f**in' sad defeat Thought process, thought vomit, purgin' my plead No stoppin' 'till my coffin, you're all that I breathe Keep fightin' Iron titan, a love that struck like lightning Everything was perfect with imperfect timing Puttin' all my wrong into my writings and one day I hope your heart will come out from its hiding But what's the use? I'll cut the noose that is you The tie that's binding's got me grinding my teeth to a curb "I love you" three words so suburb, got me disturbed Tryna figure out my self worth, but what the f** do I deserve? So in the meanwhile, I'll get drunk, turn, n' puff some purp Stay up late, cleanin' off the vomit from my shirt Reverberating verbs, actions speakin' louder than words I'll dig a shallow grave and bury my knees deep in the dirt No peace time, hope a car will hit me in a swerve But inside, I knew that you and I would never work... How pathetic that I thought I was indebted Wrote you a love note, burnt it as I read it Finally f**in' over you, there b**h, I said it Lost my innocence to you but really wish I kept it Let you walk all over me but now I've grown aggressive The past two f**in' weeks I nearly got myself arrested Agh, god damn it all, I'm pissed off Runnin' from the cops fallin' criss cross Don't you underestimate me hearin' sh** talk Low blow's why I'm goin' with a limp walk Lead me on when you had a boyfriend, n' you said "I'd love to spend my days end," planning to wed But nawh f** it instead, I'm nocturnally burning out Dying in bed... I grit my teeth on acid sheets and watch my past repeat Guess it's better that forever's a promise neither of us could keep But f** it, I don't need sleep You always end up waking me from a fever dream May 6th just makes me sick, don't wanna think about it All that I breathed but, now I live without it Too many mixed emotions and my heart is feelin' crowded Really wish we'd fix it but, you would not allowed it... f** it