Birthmark - Escape Routes Merge And Pool lyrics

I see everything I pa** It's swallowed and vanished Is there something swallowing me when I pa** you? Have you even noticed? I've been finding comfort in accidental order And feeling let down when I recreate it Because the act is conscious And i've learned a trick or two So that I can't lose And when they tackle me and hold me down so I can't move I'll be goin swimmin Whatever one could do to breach a boundary between two It always seems to end up with somebody's swingin and tumblin I've been seeking out strangers and remembering them To fantasize violence and love Because I'll never get to know them And i've been examining my freedom since the day I was born So when they tackle me and hold me down so I can't move I'll be goin swimmin