Bird York - I'm Not Laughing Anymore lyrics

Got nothin' to write Just tryin' to liven up this day Been servin' my time And starting to wisen' up to my mistake With chains and bars around me, he goes free out there It's so funny, I'm not laughing anymore It's so funny, I'm not laughing, I'm not laughing anymore Been workin' the line Must've ironed ninety shirts today My hands are on fire Small price to pay for taking a man's life away He used to write and tell me how he'd wait for me It's so funny, I'm not laughing anymore It's so funny, I'm not laughing, I'm not laughing anymore Told me I was special Made me feel like I was someone Anything to please him Anything to keep him That's why I'm here and he's gone Missed having a child I'm spending my life in hell's hotel Been talking to God And healing this gaping hole I call my soul It's so funny, I'm not laughing, I'm not laughing anymore