Binary Heart - Suicide Booth lyrics

to whom it may concern i'm sorry for this letter i present to you tonight because i've tried things differently but it turns out the same for me getting up by five and out of work at nine and all this social deprevation left me empty and hollow inside, the shell i had was once filled with hope taken over by a work ethic and schedule for sleep that all my dreams are slipping far from a string i hold in all my life i've tried to be the one who never forgot what was home and now my life consists of being too far gone to go back to that home or will i? i've seen better days, i've lived a better life than the life that i've lived now, before my response to responsibility was staying in the music scene and giving up my dreams just to make all ends meet my feelings subside, with the bills stacked so high that i couldn't afford to go down that road that was filled with laughter and dreams adult responsibilities that forces me to stay in this financial stability but now i have the money just no meaning to live in this life i haven't seen the friends i have in weeks and the music that i put all of my blood and sweat into its the time to do it all again i seek in all my life i've tried to be the one who never forgot what was home and now my life consists of being too far gone to go back to that home or will i? my days are close to numbered so count on me to end this all before it ends me first and i'll be counting seconds before my untimely demise gets any worse as you read this letter please don't think any worse of me because i'd rather be ... here with you in all my life i've tried to be the one who never forgot what was home and now my life consists of being too far gone to go back to that home before i go i'd like to say all the cliche things that you'd want to know and on that note i'll end this by signing off the way i always do. peace and love, - me